Drama series

Today's Valentine's Day & Daddy Jen wanted to bring us out for dinner but somehow i was not well so we decided to stay at home while i lie on my bed all day long. Called my mum early morning & ask her for help to take care of Jerald as i may be dropping by to see Dr Tung. I packed my bag as Daddy Jen say i may need to be admit to hospital if things get worse. Imagine my back pain return & i've been hugging our toilet bowl since last night. Daddy Jen help to call Dr Tung's clinic to make an appointment but i simply can't get up from my bed. Dr Tung is very sure that he has solved my problem & said maybe i got infection after the removal of J. Stent yday. So Daddy Jen decided to go on his own to collect some antibotics on my behalf while i rest.

15.02.09
Things didn't get better... my stomach is feeling worse & i really vomit non stop just like a "Merlion". This's the 1st time i feel the night is long & quiet... as i didn't sleep but stuck inside bathroom hugging my toilet bowl. Daddy Jen serve me my medicine & ask me to endure as much as i can. But somehow i can't help screaming as the pain is getting worse. There's moments when i feel like dying rather than suffering & be a burden to my family. Whenever think of my boy, I can't do it but only suffer in silence. There are also moments when i nearly call an ambulance but i told myself maybe the pain will just go off soon.

16.02.09
Finally i told Daddy Jen i really cannot take it anymore... I decide to see a GP near our place even if i need to crawl there. It may sounds exaggering but i really walk like an old lady with a hunch back. Daddy Jen send me to wait at the clinic while he send Jerald over to my parents house. GP wrote a letter & suggested that i go back to my doc since he say it might be some inflammation inside my body.
Daddy Jen called Dr Tung's clinic & told him we'll rush down straight past away. Dr Tung decided to admit me as he feel something is wrong. I was so shacked as i didn't sleep for the few night with a pale face & dark eye bags. This time round admission is so much faster than b4, i got into the ward in less than 30mins. Daddy Jen decided to take urgent leave to accompany me. I was arranged to go for CT scan on an urgent basic. Bad omens started to come to my mind... Though i know the scan will takes about 20min but I feel something is not right. They tried to call my doc but heard he was in the operating theatre. So i just lie there in despair, lonely & worried & cold. A doc suddenly came to me & told me there's some fluid in my abodmen & asked if he can scan other parts of my body since i'm here already. I asked him to go ahead as i don't wish to go thru it anymore. After everything done, i was wheeled out & i saw my doc with Daddy Jen. Dr Tung looked at me with a worried face & said my wound is not healed internally so when he removed the J. stent yday the urine actually flowed out. Both me & Daddy Jen were very pissed off as he can't assume it in the first place that my wound is fully healed though he said normally by 2mths. He said he need to scheduled another GA immediately to insert the J. stent again. Not again... i dun want to go thru this...
I can't help feeling why i'm so "suay". Things happened one after another...
I was wheeled into the OT at 5.30pm and was out by 6.30pm. I was in a drowsy mode until 8plus then i started to regain conscious. Will be on drip till tmr & if it gets better then i can be discharged liao.

17.02.09
Today wake up with a bit sore at my wound so doc say to monitor 1 more day haiz... 1st time spending my birthday in hospital. No words to describe how i feel but life still moves on...

18.02.09
Can't sleep whole of last night as my neighbours are too noisy. Some of their maids stay behind the whole night to look after them & really makes lots of noise. Anyway no matter wat i wan to be discharged by today. Dr Tung came in a bit late this morning & ask me how i'm feeling today. I told him i'm fine & i wan to go home. He gave green light & ask to rest till next Monday b4 returning to work. Yipee... finally can go home to smell my bed. Also to fetch Jerald home since we didn't bring him home for the past few nights. We really missed him lots..